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Monday, March 17, 2008
3/17/2008 10:37:00 PM

hmm... haha sometimes i really tink i am very useless... really erm... things tt i wan to say or intend to say always go wrong... good intentions become bad intentions... haha... really very toot lor... hmm... am i always the one at fault... i really dunno... haha maybe cos i dunno how to communicate properly... haha i am lousy... things i wan to do or say becomes wrongly interpreted and haha all those things tt meant to be good for others end up all wrong... haha n the problem is tt i am the one suffering... haha no one understands...they would juz point out tt i am wrong...

haha like wad waiyin says... sometimes the people who u cherished very much end up hurting u the most... haha... i am scared of getting hurt le.... really scared....

jm



3/17/2008 01:31:00 AM

it's been a long time arnd 7 days since i last updated... so now here i am to give a report on what i have done for the week... i finished my prelims on tues... like finally... though i should say... this yr for prelim i noe i am really not prepared... tsk tsk... how can like tt rite?? haha but then got a good break... slack for almost 3 days till sat... oh ya.. did i tell u tt i went to watch rule no. 1 wif yy... it's scary at some parts but haha got twist at the end... muz understand... haha... erm scary at times... but i still fixed my eyes on the screen not like someone take popcorn box to cover eyes... haha... den i went down to marina sq to help my cousin buy things... first time i got the mood to eat bento set from waraku n sian they oni offer the bento set in the aftrnn... so dinner i hahah went to foodcourt buy bento home... muz curb my cravings... btw i not a jap food lover... so haha think oni at special times i would want to eat bento...

now the amazing part is tt this weekend... yes sat and sun... i got revision class... stretched from 10am to 5pm... haha u shld noe how torturous to sit down there and be attentive... haha paiseh to say tt i doze off afew times cos the lecturer was mumbling... n worse is those law cases... hahha... so off i went to dreamland... hahha... tsk tsk... so bad rite???

haha n aftr sat lesson, xiyun n jasmine initiated tt we go for jap dinner... haha but sian got something to do so decided that we meet at nite to kbox...first time kbox in the nite... real fun... somemore the frens there were fun... hahaha... this time i nvr sing alot... haha erm compared with times i go wif tong n yy, this time is really not alot...but hor end up oni jas, clarise n jason went to sing... first time i no need sing the male counterpart... haha but i missing to sing as the guy part in the duet... so yy n tong... pls ask me out for more kbox session... wahaha... though now shld be studying... hehe... kk arnd time for bed le... haha...

jm